|My Smiths anthem is... "Bigmouth Strikes Again"
You seem to have self-punishment honed to a fine art. Whether it's true or not, you always feel alone, always feel you've done wrong, and probably blame your problems on your own supposed lack of everything important. You may have a sense of humor about it all, but that doesn't help you overcome it very well. It's probably not as bad as it seems, you know...
"Bigmouth Strikes Again" is from The Queen Is Dead or Best...2.